Hey.
You've been gone a long time. And now you're coming back, I think, but I'm not sure. This wouldn't be the first time you were supposed to come back into my life and didn't. But that doesn't matter. I know that it's just a matter if time before we're forced back into each other's lives and there are some things I wanna say. Starting with this.
I'm sorry. I did things and said things that, looking back now, are abominable. I'm not going to make excuses and I'm not going to explain, because there are no excuses and there is no explanation. I'm sorry.
I miss having you in my life. You have missed so much. I have too. Makes me sad.
I'm not angry with you. If I said I didn't feel some anger, though, I'd be lying. But I don't hate you. I have never been angry at you. I've been angry at your actions, your words, and your choices, but never with YOU. Please know that.
I do want you back in my life. I don't know if that can happen but I want it to. At this point I guess it's up to you. If you were standing in front of me now, I don't know what I would say about this. And I don't even know what I want to say now, sitting in front of my computer and typing this. Great.
I'm glad that you were able to reach back to me. It gives me hope. I'm not sure what I'm hopeful for, but I know there's hope there. It's out of our hands now :)
I love you, I promise.
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